How can someone bear the loss of their most loved one? The smile, the laughter, the quirkiness, the ego, the anger, the everything. How? They feel them everywhere. Words, places, things, colours, smell, textures and what not. The pain is excruciating. No amount of tears or consoling words can provide warmth. Million memories that flashback; not to make it easy but to rekindle everything from the point where it all started. Google and Facebook memories, to just fuel it more. Maybe, technology should never have improved so much. Maybe, phones should never have had a camera in them. There is no room for consolation. The healing process is not easy. Probably, the pain never fades away. It only makes the heart rigid. It only makes itself stronger to face a heavier loss.
Time heals- they say. It doesn’t, it never had. It makes the pain more bearable. Time makes looking at pictures with smile and eyes welled up in tears. It’s the heart that tears, again into a million pieces. It takes in a bigger breath, trying to numb the pain.
Why create such a system? Why make a soul suffer? Why give something so beautiful just to take it off so shortly? Why make the survivors the most sufferers? The design is completely unfathomable. Altogether messed up. Yet, there are millions to believe this is all the result of out good and bad doings. Do good and God will take care of you!? Never knew a toddler could have done something to deserve the fate of facing pain, molestation, rape or even death. Who are we kidding?
Flawed. Totally, utterly, downright flawed.